Sabrina-Tired Of the Flaws

I have a few weaknesses. One of my main ones right now is getting me very worried and making me definitely want to change my ways.

I just got enrolled into this great program. It's cheap (compared to anything else) and it's what I've been wanting to do. The program is 10 months long (approx) and I will help me become a Dental assistant. As great as all this sounds, I'm super nervous because I've had a problem with sticking to college. I have dropped out a few different times, and I'm ticked at myself for it. I want to stick with this, but I know it'll be hard and something I need to do for myself. I'm tired of being a flake with school and want to finally stick with it. It's odd because I love school and I did pretty well in high school, but I can't seem to stick with college. I'm hoping my determination to stick with it this time around stays, and I finally succeed! This is my greatest fear and weakness right now.

I'm also scared of needles/shots. they are definitely a weakness of mine. i try to avoid them at all costs. ALSO, this course I'm doing requires me to get TB tested and make sure I'm updated on all my shots (which means I'll probably have to get shots) and as far as I'm concerned if I'm willing to get shots, then I can definitely sit through school!

Besides my fear of needles and my weakness of flaking on school, I'm also scared to fail. Fail at school. Fail at life basically. I need to keep positive about things and yet I always have a tendency to think of the negative too, which is both good and bad I guess. My weakness is I don't have faith in myself as much as I should have.

Another weakness of mine is Kyle. My boyfriend, my love, my life. He is someone besides my dad and brother that I wake up for everyday of my life. Their opinions of my actions are my weaknesses too. I always set out to please them with everything I do. When I fail, I'm not only failing myself, but them as well and that really hurts me more. Hopefully this will help me finally succeed.