I have purposely stayed away from everyone's blogs this week so I was influenced by others writings and so I could approach this from a clear mind. That could probably be the main reason why i am posting this late.. SORRY!
1. My children. All three of them are products of a couple that truly wanted to be parents. After years of anorexia I was left with many infertility issues and the fact I have three beautiful and healthy children just reminds me over and over what my true purpose in this world is. No matter how hard things seem and how difficult life is, I just look into their eyes and see that I have made three souls that need me, love me, and have the same blood running through their veins. It is so hard to share joint custody with my ex as I miss them so badly when they aren't here.
2. My love. Took me 40 years to find him, but now that I have him I have found my peace, happiness, and forever. We are complete opposites yet we match perfectly. I spent a lifetime trying to find someone to "complete" me when I should have been looking for someone to add to me as I am complete in myself already.
3. My faith. I grew up in a very stern Christian home. I have always been in a relationship with the Lord...just have been astray countless times, yet when things were my worse, my faith never waivered and here I am. I believe.
4. My house. Ahh my dream home. My ex and I purchased in over 6 years ago. It was too big and too high of ceilings and just not my exes dream home or what he envisioned. The puppy dog eyes prevailed though and we bought it and it is now where the kids and I are living. I love it. It is 4 bedrooms/2 full baths. LR, Family Room, Laundry Room and Kitchen. Just beautiful.
5. Internet. Since 1999 and I was hooked up to world wide web....it has been wonderful. Most of my closest friends I have met online. My love and I met online.
6. My van. It was bought for me brand new in 2005 and is almost paid off. Many memories made and many happy kids and Mom moments as I have played soccer Mom with them. I love having a reliable vehicle. :)
7. Postcards. I have been collecting postcards for years. LOVE them. I love them mailed from wherever and written and drawn all over. I have thousands and someday I will have them in a huge display case..:)
8. My furniture. Ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! I love my home furnishings. My pictures, shelves, furniture, decorations all of it. I have worked very hard to decorate my home beautiful and it is a reflection of me.
9. My body pillow(s). All three. I place them strategically around me at bedtime and I am so cozy and happy.
10. My friends. I absolutely adore my friends. I really don't have family with the exception of my children and my friends have been there through thick and thin. They are the best!
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